2 times in merely 2 days. i thought i had gotten a handhold+foothold on my descent into the bottomless pit... but i was soooooo wrong. slipping and sliding down the crumbling sides of the pit, i wonder when i'll crawl back to the top, if ever i do... or do i really want to crawl back up?? part of me is curious as to what is at the bottom of the pit... the other part of me just wants security in the tested and proven daylight... stuck in the middle... should i go up or down? involuntarily i'm going down... yet i'm willing to let it happen... just hope that this stabilises soon...
Xiang qi na tian yuan lai shi wu yu wu feng
Ban ni tai tou kan zhe tian shuo ni xiang fei
Qing lang tian qi tu ran gua long juan feng

Yi sha na quan shi jie dou zai gai bian
Hui yi qi wo men liang kuai le de cong qian
Xiang yi chang meng
Wo de ai ni shi pian yun
Bu yao hai pa qu xun zao quan xin de zi ji
Hai kuo tian kong wu ju wu shu xin shi jie

Ye xu ni jiu yao yu dao lei yu shan dian de bao feng quan
Ye xu jiu yao yu dao wu yun mi bu hui san tian
Dong de xiang bing shuang bei guo xia xue tian
Ting xia jiao bu xiang xiang wo
Ye xu ni jiu yao yu dao liu lei bu zhi de feng sha tian
Ye xu yi hou tian qi yu bao bu hui zai you qing tian
Ye xu dao zui hou zhong dian shi lan tian
~Huang Yida [Lan Tian]~
posted by munky at 22:55